Xmas Is Just Around The Corner

Ok 2 Post's In 1 Day! :) You Shall All Fear My Penguin O Death...

My Car Is Evil!

Ok, So This Just Might Be The Lack Of Sleep Starting To Mess With My Head, But I Hit A Mileston Today With My Old RustBucket...

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Thanksgiving

Hope one and all have a happy and safe Turkey Day!

"Epiphany"

Came home from work tonight, and loaded up Winamp as I often do, and this was the first song that came on.. I don't know.. it just felt good and right  to me somehow...
It's a long slow battle, but I'm startring to fel as If  I'll win the war....

Your words to me just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay
attention
Your words just disappear

'Cause its always raining in my
head
Forget all the things I should have said

So I speak to you in
riddles because
My words get in my way. I spoke the
whole thing to my head
and feel it
wash away 'cause i can't take anymore
of this, I want to come
apart.
or dig myself a little hole inside
your precious
heart

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I
should have said

I am nothing more than a little boy inside
That cries
out for attention
yet I always try to hide
'Cause I talk to you like
children,
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right
thing
If the right thing is revealed

'Cause its always raining in my
head
Forget all the things I should have said

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Schizophrenic Conversations

Ok, I think that I’m cracking up or something.

For the past few nights, I’ve been “visited” in my dreams by
the same person; she talks to me about different things... Has anyone ever
heard of this before? Or I’m finally gone off the deep end?

If I thought I'd make a difference I'd kill myself today,
but so many are
like me lost in the fray
you create your own reality,
and leave mine to
me.

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