Grey Would Be The Color If I Had Heart

Blah, that's all I have to say about the past week I have had... As I were not depressed enough. I've had nothing but trouble with my car. 3 Repairs and 2 new tires later, I'm deeper in debt.

Other than that.. SSDD as they say... I've just been real depressed the past few weeks.. Tired of life, tired of being single....

To quote Trent and NIN (as I've got this playing as I write this blog)

hey God
why are you doing this to me?
am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be?
why am i seething with this animosity?
hey God
i think you owe me a great big apology.