3:30 AM

So can any one tell me if this has some sorta special meaning?
for the past 4 nights, I have woken up with out fail at this time.. I just wake up look at the clock and it's 3:33 AM.... It's "strange" to say the least....

Insomina

Ok, anyone know a good sure fire cure for it??? I'm "tired" (Sorry that was a very bad pun) of not sleeping......

In other News... 8 Days to GENCON!

Mondy All ready!

So, here it is Monday again.. is it just me or do the weekends just seem to go by fast??

Big Storm came through this morning........ now it's time for lunch... at least the day is going fast... Even better for a Monday!

I Iphone Or Not Too Iphone

Ok, so my current contract with Us Celluar is about to run out..... so do I jump ship and get the Uber Geeky Iphone.. Or Stay With Us Celluar and just upgrade my phone...

What to do....

Anyone have an iphone? What you think????

Gencon

So it's 12 days and counting till I'm off to the big city of Indy for the 2008 Version of Gencon...
I can't wait... It should be a great time!

A friend that's never been is going to come this year.. so it will be a blast.......

Wow this is turning into a Dark Blog!!

You know, sometimes life has a funny way of telling you things... I'm sitting here playing some online poker. Not really thinking about much, and something comes on my Winmap playlist that just knocked me back. Sometimes the pain and hurt comes back up, but you can't let it. Once agian, sorry for the Dark mood of this blog the past few days. I just write I'm feeling, I figure that is the point of this silly thing anyway :)

"Strip Her Down" By Cold

Everybody played a game
How come you won't tell me the rules
I'm tired of tryin on a new skin
I never listen; I'm a fool
And everybody ran away
How come you won't tell me where
I guess I treated them too wrong
Now the sun won't shine on me
Now the rain won't even fall

Could of stripped her down
And made the world a mess for her
Never thought she could be this way
Could of stripped her down
And fucked the world all up for her
Never thought she could be this way
Could've stripped her down

Now that the love has gone away
2 blind to see my way to live
I waste away from all the pain, for you I'd kill myself
Again
I hope you get to play your games, I hope you
Get to see your friends
I hope the guilt mixes the pain, I hope you
Never love again

Buffy The Vampire Slayer

In every generation, there is a Chosen One. She alone will stand against the vampires, the demons, and the forces of darkness. She is the Slayer.

Ok, so I’ve been watching all the Buffy’s again, and I thought it would be fun to tell you what I thought about each Season…

Season 1
The first season is one of my favorites, I honestly don't know why, as it has a few monster of the week episodes like season, but I liked them in this season, the arc was good, but not really great, but I think what made this season what it was the characters, they were very fun and upbeat this season, and made you want to watch the next episode.

Best Episode: Has to be the finale Prophecy Girl, which just blew me away, I loved Buffy's confrontations with the Master.
Best Character: This season I think my favorite was Buffy, she had some great lines.

Season 2
This Season was Very slow to start, and only really got going when Angelus came, and even then some of the episodes remained uninteresting, I loved the villains of this season, especially Drusilla. Angelus and Spike rocked too though. Even though I didn't quite love this season, every season of Buffy is excellent.

Best Episode: It has to be Innocence, just the fact that Buffy killed the judge with a rocket launcher could've made it one of my favorites, but everything about it was entertaining, I especially enjoyed the ending, with Buffy telling her mom to let the candle burn.
Best Character: It has to be that nutjob Drusilla, everything about her is awesome, and she's crazy.

Season 3
There are so many reasons to love this season. Firstly, we got Vamp Willow, who was just awesome, and their was the arc, with the mayor and Faith, and then there was Faith herself, who just added so much to this season, and her relationship with Buffy was great to watch. I can see why so many people enjoyed this season, it's certainly very entertaining, and has barely any bad episodes.

Best Episode: Doppelgangland was just awesome, I could watch that again and again and I'd still be laughing all the way through!
Best Character: It’s tought to pick, but I’ll have to say Faith.

Season 4
Well, it certainly isn't the arc that made me enjoy this season as the initiative just wasn't interesting, at all but I found that the leap to college was believable. I loved all the standalones, and the more comedic episodes had me in stitches, and some of the best episodes of the entire series were found in this season. I loved Willow's new relationship with Tara, and they're easily the best couple on the entire show. Even though Riley was beyond annoying, and the arc wasn't that great, I still highly enjoyed this season.

Best Episode: Has to be the silent episode Hush, the gentlemen were great villains and the use of silent horror and comedy was brilliant.
Best Character: Willow was great this season

Season 5
Best TV season EVER. It has so many great things going for it, the introduction of Dawn, who isn't the best character on the show, but her arc was the key was great to watch, there was the awesome villain, the magnificent Glorificus. It also featured the death of Joyce, and I was glad that she died of natural causes, as on this show, most die by getting killed by supernatural beings, I think that was the reason why The Body was so sad.

Best Episode: Has to be The Body, I'm not ashamed to admit that I cried during that episode. (though it did remind of finding my father like that)
Best Character: I’m going to go out on a limb here and say Glory… Not sure what it was about her….

Season 6
Not by any means bad, just not that great compared to the other seasons, the Buffy back from the dead aspect was interesting, but the whole Buffy and Spike relationship was beyond annoying. Willow's magic addiction was interesting, and Alyson Hannigan gave some great performances, but I didn't overly love it, as for other things, the trio were hilarious, not that great as villains, but enjoyable none the less. I didn't like Tara's death at all, even if it gave us the Dark Willow arc, and I found the finale to be a little slow moving.

Best Episode: Once More With Feeling was just awesome, I loved all the songs, and the actors all did well.
Best Character: Not sure how to pick one of this season. Buffy did an amazing job as always…

Season 7
For a final season this was great, sure the potentials could get annoying, but other than that this season rocked. The first was a great villain, and this season had some very funny moments, thanks to Anya and Andrew. Chosen wasn't the best episode, but at least it was fitting enough to end the show.

Best Episode: Conversations With Dead People was very spooky, and had a ton of great scenes, in particular Willow's with the first, disguised as Cassie from the episode Help.
Best Character: I'll go with Anya. She had so many great lines….

The Last Song I'm Wasting On You

Just setting here, thinking about life and stuff, and low and behold, this Pop's On My Winamp Playlist...


Evanescence "The Last Song I'm Wasting On You"

Sparkling grey,
Through my own veins.
Any more than a whisper,
Any sudden movement of my heart.
And I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away

Just get through this day

Give up your way, you could be anything,
Give up my way, and lose myself, not today
That's too much guilt to pay

Sickened in the sun
You dare tell me you love me
But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way

You're just so pretty in your pain

Give up my way, and I could be anything
I'll make my own way
Without your senseless hate... hate... hate... hate.

So run, run, run
And hate me, if it feels good.
I can't hear your screams anymore

You lied to me
But I'm older now
And I'm not buying baby

Demanding my response
Don't bother breaking the door down
I found my way out

And you'll never hurt me again.

Ok Yes I'm Still Undead

Just so the whole 2 of you that read this blog, know I'm still here and using it.. I've just had nothing to post :)

I've toying with the idea of starting another blog as well, I'll let you know if it's a go!
But anyway.. I'm here... And I'm still undead... Thanks..

Vampyre